The Net of Thoughts

This song is dedicated to a certain someone, who celebrates her birthday on this day.

Assalamu'alaikum.

Hurm...actually, today I'm supposed to abstain from my laptop because I want to study and I doesn't want my 'struggle' to be tainted by any 'distractions' like the internet or games. From my experiences with my little portable microcomputer, most of the time I use it to fulfill my hunger for entertainment and time-wasting activities(this is a bad thing to do during in the examination period). But when I realized my photocopied notes are totally useless, I took the decision to take out my laptop to read the virtual notes that I saved in it.

Seems like a bad decision isn't it?

Surprisingly, I didn't succumb to any of the games install on my laptop and managed to read and understand the notes that I am supposed to read weeks ago...huhu.

I wonder why I always do important things last minute? This reminder that I pinned on my desk's 'wall' doesn't really help at all...

...it helps now. Fear of failure makes me study. I envy the people who constantly have this kind of fear.

Last night Joe invited me and Rahim to watch the "The Sound of Music" movie. I was intending to study last night, but the movie was too interesting too resist...and because my laptop "jadi mangsa"...to play the movie. Rahim, why didn't you bring your laptop instead? Huhu..


The movie was good though. It made me hate wars even more. And I watched it later than others, Rahim had watched it several times already. I wonder why I am so outdated?

I think this is the last time I will be online until my first paper. I have too much at stake right now. Dictractions can kill my pointer...

Till then.

P/S: My flu is getting better, alhamdulillah...

Assalamu'alaikum.

Last night, COMPASS(the organization for Diploma in Computer Science students and lecturers) members gathered at Penview Inn Kuching for this semester's dinner. I was present as well. The theme for this sem's dinner is retro. There's much to tell but, I think I'll let the pictures do the talking:

It was an interesting night, and boy...the food was great! There were quite a number of performances that night and I must say, Part 2 students' performances were great, especially my friends' performances; Tita, Joe, Ikmal, Kechik, Ap and Kicap. Haha, I don't mean to discriminate, the others were good as well. I must say that I loved the performance by Tita, Joe and Kicap who brought us the song 'Dan Sebenarnya'. I adore the song actually. Haha.

Too bad I was too shy that night, I barely conversed with people. Huhu...

Alright, let me see the situation before me now. My blog made it through the early preliminaries of the Nukilog Awards 2009 and I am to write a post written in English and I must state the reasons why should I win the free domain for one year. Alright, before I continue on that, I have something to say here.

...masha-ALLAH. I don't know why in the world I made it here? My blog has nothing special about it. This little personal bloggy of mine is the place where I usually write my emotions, my feelings. Yes, I admit it, my blog is emo, or sentimental or jiwang or whatever synonymous to those terms. I originally intended this blog to be a dynamic blog, where I can post anything of this world inside it. But, I usually succumb to my emotions and all the other topics can't make it inside my blog because, when my mood swings, I can't think of other things except the mood swing. And if you have been following my blog, I once mentioned that my intelligence is wasted because I always do that. It has been tough for me. Anyway, thank you my dear friend Afiq, for selecting my blog into the final 5.

The reasons why my blog should win the award are

1. By getting my own domain in the internet, I can raise my blogging activity to a whole new level. I can get new experiences and these kind of experiences are important for me as a Computer Science student. I aim to major in Networking when I do my degree later. Knowledge, skills and experience are important for my success. With my own domain, I can experiment with loads of new things. I can even make money through it(yes, I know I can do it with my blog, but it's much easier to get traffic to my site if I have my own domain).

2. I always wanted my own website. I really don't like the addendum '.blogspot' at my blog's URL. I want personalization. I want something that the others can identify myself with. I want recognition from the others. And by having my own domain, I can finally have the chance to announce my existence. I know it's difficult. But it doesn't hurt to try isn't it?

3. I have my own agenda. With my own domain, I can finally start it. My agenda is not selfish, it's for the good of all. That agenda is our agenda.

I guess that is all that I can think of why I should win the award. But, to be frank, my blog doesn't really deserve that prize because, this blog is just a place of 'luahan perasaan' and it is mostly about me. Those who read it can learn a bit about myself. But, there's nothing much informational about it. Some time before, I aspire to make this blog an informational and a scholarly one. But I failed. Because I'm too sentimental.

"Love flows inside me, through my veins, through my arteries and finally through my capillaries. My capillaries provide love to my cells. I am created by the Lord to love. That is the purpose of me having a tender heart. "

It depends on all of you to decide. I just do the best I can. And again, thank you for visiting and reading this humble blog.